Emotions & Frustrations
As with everything there is no simple answer to this one. There will be days or even weeks when you just want to cry or scream or shout. The feelings can be so strong that you don’t know what to do, and you feel like you are being overwhelmed and are unable to cope. Don’t bottle up your emotions, talk to someone. This can be very hard to do, especially with the fear that getting upset will make you worse; but you’ll get amazed at how much better you feel after a good cry, even if you feel tired for the next couple of days, you will feel better for getting it out of your system.
There will be days that you feel like you want to give up, that you just can’t cope anymore. All you can see in the future is endless days of exhaustion; pain and frustration- don’t give up! Stop thinking about the future just concentrate on getting through the day. If this seems too long then just think about the next minute. The day will pass without you realising.
Sometimes it helps to think to yourself “Just get through today, let tomorrow take care of itself.”
The days will seem to drag by which is why its important to try and do one thing you enjoy, no matter how small, so you feel you have achieved something. (See Section on Activities)
If you concentrate on taking each day as it comes you will suddenly realise one day that it's been a few days since you had a bad day, then a full week, then a month and so on until the bad day only happens occasionally. Ironically they then feel even worse because you’ve been doing so well, but try to remind yourself how well you’ve been doing although this can be very hard.
If you get very depressed about the situation then contact your GP about antidepressants, which can be very helpful. Ignore the stigma that is attached to them. Those who scorn them have rarely been low enough to need them.
There are herbal alternatives e.g. St John's Wort, talk to a health therapist for more advice and always check with your GP if you are taking any other medication.
The most important thing to remember is that you will get through this. It will take time and you will have bad days, but don’t ever give up! People have been where you are now and they are completely recovered and you will too! There is so much waiting for you so just hold on.
Nobody would chose this; but it does make you appreciate life and show you what is most important to you. You will feel like you are wasting your life, that time is slipping by you as the rest of the world gets to lead their life; but your time will come and you will make up for lost time. You will not waste a second of your future and you will be happy because you will know at what price it has come at and you will not take it for granted the way most people do.
YOUR TIME WILL COME!
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